My Existence...

So tired because I wasn’t able to sleep yesterday before coming to work, I thought that things would be alright but turned out to be more stressful. Heard from him already and suddenly my brain stopped functioning and honestly right now I don’t know what to say to him. Just wanted to release what’s inside me right now. I want to burst into tears but I can’t because I should not allow myself to be once again hurt by the same people who never consider me human.