My Existence...

Why are you always saying that I am mad even if I’m not? Why as if you know me better than myself? Can you just tell me why are you doing this to me? Why is it that everything I do, you have something to say? Have I done something wrong? I feel like I’m a prisoner that every action I make I should consult or be given permission first, does this include the air I breathe? It adds up to my stress if you only knew what I am going through right now, I just hope that you would really cut it off! :(

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As I was browsing the Internet last night and checking updates from my blogger friends, I came across this heart felt post from Joy of Itakeoffthemask

Will you still love me even if I’m not perfect? Will you still love me even if I’m not the kind of person you wished I were? Will you still look into my eyes with warmth even if you saw my shadows? Will you still hold my hand even if you knew there will be times I’d let you down?

For though I yearn to take care of you as I should, though I desire to love you with a love that never falters and fades, my knees tremble this very moment that you hold me in your arms.

Shall I kiss you? Shall I hold your hand and bask in the light of your spirit knowing that I have my darkness, knowing there will be times that the light of my love will sometimes be overshadowed by the darkness that is in me?

Sometimes I’d be silent and I might bore you. I may not laugh at your jokes, and you may not understand the spell that’s enshrouding me. Sometimes I’d get troubled and I’d fail to put into words what the hell it is that troubles me. I wouldn’t be good company then, and I couldn’t make you smile.

Sometimes I’d get moody and I might not enjoy the things you’d like us to do together. Sometimes I’d lose my temper and I’d no longer act like the fine person who stands before you today. Sometimes I’d get jealous and I might say things I don’t really mean. Sometimes I’d talk too much that I might drive you away.

Sometimes I’d get touchy and I’d get easily hurt. And no matter how mature I try to be, at times I’d act in childish ways. I’d demand things I shouldn’t, I’d say thing I shouldn’t say. And no matter how much I desire to protect you and make you happy, sometimes I’d be the one who’d cause you the most pain.

If you will love me I cannot promise you that I will not hurt you. I cannot promise you that I will not make you cry and that I’ll never break your heart. But if you will love me, I will bare my whole self naked before you, and I will reveal to you my soul. If you will love me, you can be certain that it is I that you will love, not a mask that fools you and gives you only what your eyes desire to see. If you will love me, you can be certain that you will love the depths of me, all of me that is in me, and I in turn will love you with all of me, with all my soul, with all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and beauty, and with all my very heart.

We watched Clash of the Titans last night after work and got disappointed with it. First of all, I think there is no need for it to be on 3D because it looks clearer without the glasses. Also, in the story Perseus was a son of Zeus but in the Lightning Thief he is a son Poseidon so what is it really? Do you really know Greek Mythology? As if they are saying that the later is a false story created just to have a movie, HAHAHA! Anyways, I like Sam Worthington for the role, for me he always suits that kind of manly character. I remembered watching AVATAR although he is not the one really running and swinging on trees there but he is good there. Enough with all the comparing now, I just wish that there have been more to it because it didn’t make my heart pounding on excitement.

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